Gift

TADAH! I have officially reached the last week of my internship and I can't wait for it to be over soon for a short week of holiday before school starts all over again with FYPs and all. :x

Well, it had been a fulfilling week and I chanced upon an awesome video which made me cry even watching more than once. It was heart wrenching and all, but I should not say more to push the expectations up but enjoy!

Thanks for this video awesome producer!! *if you ever see this blog post* Showed it to the kids in Religion Class and they were all emotional. Do support them by liking and subscribing for encouragement. 

Till next time! :)

Making a comeback

It has been long since I last posted (once again). I shall really start the habit again since I don't really have much readers and so, this shall be my journal to note down little things that I wish to pen down so as to reminisce years down later.

The last post was.... 2012. So to conclude 2013 and 2014 is nothing much but just normal Uni life with le bf.

I guess the most memorable thing to pen down was to have a chance to go Taiwan for a 5 months long school exchange. It was really an experience that I don't think I will ever had in my whole life. Tiring but fun. :) Thanks to housemates, my parents and also Taiwan for giving me such an awesome experience.

Then I went overseas with Le bf FOR THE FIRST TIME. #withmyqiangandmybackpackandmin Hoping for more next time when flights are more safe. :x

One of the main reason that I would like to blog was to also show my deepest condolences to families in MH17. It was a tragedy that nobody would ever want. Reading news and watching videos just got me thinking that -  I am really lucky (and also super grateful) to have a wonderful family by my side. I cannot say that I can understand how all the families are feeling right now but I sincerely do hope they could get comfort from the ones they love. And god, do save the ones in MH370. 

Stay Strong. :')

无常, something unpredictable and just comes like that.

Often heard:

"明天先到，还是无常先到？"

Hence, I should really treasure my time well with my family.

Another reason that I am jotting this down is to remind myself that whatever we do, there are after effects be it good or bad. So, treat every matter seriously and not be stubborn. Learnt it the hard way.

Till next time. Ciao!  

Failure

Something that is untouchable but can be felt so much. Bf asked and somehow begged me to watch Rocky 1-6. And somehow i'm grateful for that. Still left with 6. And something Rocky said made me hairstand. Not sure if bf made it so. Neways here goes:

“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.

But it ain’t about how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. . It’s How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done.

Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not point fingers and blame other people. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that!”

Imma coward, for now. I cant do well for test. Cos i want to excel, far too much that it is putting unecessary pressure to myself that i can't perform. I knew I know. But in the end I dont know. What to do? Suck thumb and move on. Cos sometimes we just dont have a second chance.

Life's short to think about so much things.

New haircut

Had a new haircut! :)

Addiction

Current Addiction - Drama named Grey's Anatomy.

All thanks and credit to le bf. Now I know why he ignore me cos of that show.

An amazing show showing life. Yes, just life.

How life sucks.

How life rocks.

How life is pathetic while amazing.

Practically all about life. 

Love, hate, trust, family and friends. EVERYTHING.

It got me thinking about life too.

How great would it be if i am pretty, rich and everything nice like Powerpuff Girls.

How great would it be if I just need to ENJOY. 

Simple 5 letter word with much complications.

Life is an addiction. 

We all want it to be nice and all but it always don't when you want it. #irritatingmuch

Sometimes I console/psycho myself that we shouldn't think too much into things that may not exist.

Like for example, just an example. 

Prolly I am a child taken from xxx garbage cos I look different from my siblings.

Or, maybe my one-yr-old bf don't love me (it's not).

Or maybe, I am a guy? (wtf)

Okay, getting outta point but ya. Life do sucks, but after all  it's precious and we should make the best outta it. Yes, we should take control and not let heartbeat controls it.

Life is fragile. 

Tired.

Probably I should write a diary on this, every episode gives me something.

Today, is about seconds. Seconds does wonders and they counts.

So, stop wasting it.

A day to be remembered

Seriously have to jot down this today so that when i read back, I will remember anything at all. 

Just an excuse to vent out words cos idk who to tell.

Today was a bad day for me. 

Not because my phone went crazy and changed the passcode itself. (Like wth). 

Not because my phone went crazy and stuck in DFU mode for freaking long time.

Not because of my phone and I wasted entire day to fix it and I didnt study again.

Just simply sad.

I know I shouldn't be writing this or thinking about this. 

But well, we are humans afterall.

But I guess I will forget it pretty soon and I'm sure you've forgotten it already.

Probably I'm just nothing at all. 

#wordshurt

GREETINGS!

HELLO! It's been long since i last blogged! Sudden fweeling~.

Anws, just ended camp! It was full of laughter and fun! 

Whatsapp spam, the sickness aftermath was kinda worth it? :):)

Since its the first post outta donkey years, I need some time to get the hang outta it. Shall end a short post for today. Le man has gone to sports camp and am missing him much! He'll be back soon! :)

 <3

Being sick for a week, I realized how fragile life can gets. Yes, only get to know until now. 21 years of my life. And that I have to treasure the ones I love, family, le man and all my beloved friends. 21, I am 21! Can't get the fact that I am legally able to do anything I want. Cos, I want to be a kid, always! :(

Kids don't have any worries. Now, I have to think ahead of everything I do. Even falling in love. But, things will be well! I know, I will and I believe.

Holidays will end in 2 weeks time! Hope I can get that few days job! Please, please, please! 

Signing off with a bigass face of mine. Boo!