Gift

TADAH! I have officially reached the last week of my internship and I can't wait for it to be over soon for a short week of holiday before school starts all over again with FYPs and all. :x

Well, it had been a fulfilling week and I chanced upon an awesome video which made me cry even watching more than once. It was heart wrenching and all, but I should not say more to push the expectations up but enjoy!

Thanks for this video awesome producer!! *if you ever see this blog post* Showed it to the kids in Religion Class and they were all emotional. Do support them by liking and subscribing for encouragement. 

Till next time! :)

Making a comeback

It has been long since I last posted (once again). I shall really start the habit again since I don't really have much readers and so, this shall be my journal to note down little things that I wish to pen down so as to reminisce years down later.

The last post was.... 2012. So to conclude 2013 and 2014 is nothing much but just normal Uni life with le bf.

I guess the most memorable thing to pen down was to have a chance to go Taiwan for a 5 months long school exchange. It was really an experience that I don't think I will ever had in my whole life. Tiring but fun. :) Thanks to housemates, my parents and also Taiwan for giving me such an awesome experience.

Then I went overseas with Le bf FOR THE FIRST TIME. #withmyqiangandmybackpackandmin Hoping for more next time when flights are more safe. :x

One of the main reason that I would like to blog was to also show my deepest condolences to families in MH17. It was a tragedy that nobody would ever want. Reading news and watching videos just got me thinking that -  I am really lucky (and also super grateful) to have a wonderful family by my side. I cannot say that I can understand how all the families are feeling right now but I sincerely do hope they could get comfort from the ones they love. And god, do save the ones in MH370. 

Stay Strong. :')

无常, something unpredictable and just comes like that.

Often heard:

"明天先到，还是无常先到？"

Hence, I should really treasure my time well with my family.

Another reason that I am jotting this down is to remind myself that whatever we do, there are after effects be it good or bad. So, treat every matter seriously and not be stubborn. Learnt it the hard way.

Till next time. Ciao!  

Failure

Something that is untouchable but can be felt so much. Bf asked and somehow begged me to watch Rocky 1-6. And somehow i'm grateful for that. Still left with 6. And something Rocky said made me hairstand. Not sure if bf made it so. Neways here goes:

“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.

But it ain’t about how hard you hit; it’s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. . It’s How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done.

Now, if you know what you’re worth, then go out and get what you’re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not point fingers and blame other people. Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than that!”

Imma coward, for now. I cant do well for test. Cos i want to excel, far too much that it is putting unecessary pressure to myself that i can't perform. I knew I know. But in the end I dont know. What to do? Suck thumb and move on. Cos sometimes we just dont have a second chance.

Life's short to think about so much things.

New haircut

Had a new haircut! :)

Addiction

Current Addiction - Drama named Grey's Anatomy.

All thanks and credit to le bf. Now I know why he ignore me cos of that show.

An amazing show showing life. Yes, just life.

How life sucks.

How life rocks.

How life is pathetic while amazing.

Practically all about life. 

Love, hate, trust, family and friends. EVERYTHING.

It got me thinking about life too.

How great would it be if i am pretty, rich and everything nice like Powerpuff Girls.

How great would it be if I just need to ENJOY. 

Simple 5 letter word with much complications.

Life is an addiction. 

We all want it to be nice and all but it always don't when you want it. #irritatingmuch

Sometimes I console/psycho myself that we shouldn't think too much into things that may not exist.

Like for example, just an example. 

Prolly I am a child taken from xxx garbage cos I look different from my siblings.

Or, maybe my one-yr-old bf don't love me (it's not).

Or maybe, I am a guy? (wtf)

Okay, getting outta point but ya. Life do sucks, but after all  it's precious and we should make the best outta it. Yes, we should take control and not let heartbeat controls it.

Life is fragile. 

Tired.

Probably I should write a diary on this, every episode gives me something.

Today, is about seconds. Seconds does wonders and they counts.

So, stop wasting it.

A day to be remembered

Seriously have to jot down this today so that when i read back, I will remember anything at all. 

Just an excuse to vent out words cos idk who to tell.

Today was a bad day for me. 

Not because my phone went crazy and changed the passcode itself. (Like wth). 

Not because my phone went crazy and stuck in DFU mode for freaking long time.

Not because of my phone and I wasted entire day to fix it and I didnt study again.

Just simply sad.

I know I shouldn't be writing this or thinking about this. 

But well, we are humans afterall.

But I guess I will forget it pretty soon and I'm sure you've forgotten it already.

Probably I'm just nothing at all. 

#wordshurt

GREETINGS!

HELLO! It's been long since i last blogged! Sudden fweeling~.

Anws, just ended camp! It was full of laughter and fun! 

Whatsapp spam, the sickness aftermath was kinda worth it? :):)

Since its the first post outta donkey years, I need some time to get the hang outta it. Shall end a short post for today. Le man has gone to sports camp and am missing him much! He'll be back soon! :)

 <3

Being sick for a week, I realized how fragile life can gets. Yes, only get to know until now. 21 years of my life. And that I have to treasure the ones I love, family, le man and all my beloved friends. 21, I am 21! Can't get the fact that I am legally able to do anything I want. Cos, I want to be a kid, always! :(

Kids don't have any worries. Now, I have to think ahead of everything I do. Even falling in love. But, things will be well! I know, I will and I believe.

Holidays will end in 2 weeks time! Hope I can get that few days job! Please, please, please! 

Signing off with a bigass face of mine. Boo!

New Step ahead

Its been long since i last post and i guess there ain't any viewers so YES! It's my dairy! :)

Well, life has been really hectic, as I nua-ed a lot and thats bad. There is so little time and so much stuff to be done! Commitment level is higher! Wish I am still in primary school and my only commitment is - study.

Uni life is great! Friends, fun, study and stress. Need to get use to the fast pace real soon.

Anw, its the recess week, which means a week to catch up with everything. Though it seems bad, but am happy I stayed home/school to catch up w stuff. :/ 

Come to think of it, I'm really not sure myself if i'm walking the right path. Going into uni and stuff. Is it a waste of time?If I were to just complete my ACCA and get a job. Would it be a better choice? Cos if not I'm wasting my time, energy and my parent's hard-earned money in Uni. Anws, I had taken the first step and so I guess I have to complete it. I always do!

I really hope to end this sem soon and go for a breather! Taiwan! :):)

I CAN DO IT. I MUST DO IT. I HAVE TO DO IT.

This is parts and parcels of life.

Empty

Thinking of a good post name is real hard as many said and so i shall just skip that step. And yes! I'm finally posting cos I'm suddenly free (cos I'm in office now). So yeap. Let me see. Have not been posting much and so I dont know how to start the ball rolling again.

Well, life is pretty mundane due to exams, again. And got pretty demotivated with my current involvement, which is bad. Then came another round of decision making, which sucks. Then came another kind of decision making, which turns out okay? And yeap. That's it?

 Sometimes I wonder how should we live our lifes. 

Do we just start by crying then to crawling, walking, running, walking with difficulties and then to wheelchair and then to just laying there( dead. -.-)?

Like from toddler to child to kid to teen to young adult to adult to old age?

And from primary school to secondary school to pre-u to University?

And like taking PSLE, Olevels/Nlevele/ITE , Dip/Alevels to Uni?

We can just skip any of the stages right? Can we afford to? Is it acceptable? Is it like bring ABNORMAL?

What do you mean by being successful in life?

How about meaningful? Or like living life to the fullest?

Why do we need to have our PSLE cert, Olvl cert, Alvl cert and lastly a degree?

*Shrugs*

Life is complicated, as such.

Guess I'm too focused on following the railway track that I missed the pretty scenery around.

Photoshoot

Photoshoot day = Camwhoring day I shall say. Well, this means that this post will be bombarded with pictures and yes! That means I don't need to type so much. (Y)

 Mathafreaking chio Mich, cmi me and normal sq. -,- Mich is too pretty that I must sacrifice my face for her. Think I successfully enhanced her beauty even higher. Her new hairdo is kudos man! Those who say her new hairdo not nice are simply blind~

 Another mathafreaking pretty Mich. Like her in nude lippies! :)

Darl <3

Trying to act chio but well. -.-



Yay! Congrats! Cos I decided not to add anymore photos. -.- Another patronising yet nice post eh. Since I think nobody do visit my blog, I shall just post whatever I like for memories sake. :)

And sorry I don't like making collage so you gotta scroll. Hee! Anw, RC collection 3 is launching soon! Eggcited. :D

A Phenomenon

God Bless Japan. Pray that all are fine.

Okay, not being like a Samaritan or something.  Just that news and photos just shocked me! Like first was earthquakes, then was a LAGER SCALE earthquake then came the HUMONGOUS Tsunami then after that Nuclear Plant blasted sending radiation around, then another nuclear blasted again then volcano eruptions then another nuclear blasted and the other 3 are in danger of blasting. AND ALL THESE HAPPENS IN JUST LESS THAN A WEEK!

Life is simply unpredictable. 

Went Law lecture yesterday and Mr Quek told us what he feels and he told us that everyday when he sleeps on his pillow, he would think "I may not be able to greet the bright and radiant sun tomorrow."  

And when he manage to wake up and greet the bright and radiant sun, he would think to himself before leaving his house, "I may not be able to sleep on my pillow tonight."

My first thought was... "Why so emo and pessi sia. -.-" But he then told us that life is really unpredictable and that we must think this way to remind us to live our day to the fullest. Spending time with our loved ones and not rotting away. Every minute spent must be worthwhile and don't be like me, waiting for someone and rotting for 1 hour or so cos I'm always the early one.

Anw, I don't think the world is going to end so soon cos I have not succeeded in what I wna do...... So, nope Mother Earth, you can't die now cos I need you.

Anw again, this post is too boring so I decided to post the below picture to spike things up a lil. LOL! This paragraph is so abrupt but heck!

Went to Hy's house one day to er-hem on her comfy bed and the experience was err... self explanatory. LOL!

JOKE! It's just a chocolate found in Hy's fridge! The chocolate, IMO, taste bad. -.-

Strawberry flavour somemore. lol! Btw, the "er-hem" is studying okay!

Ciao!

Hectic

Life has been pretty much hectic that I can't seem to have space to breathe. But well, it is better than meaningless life. Must learn to manage time well now. Okay, let the pictures do the talking! Imma lazy t type.

Lovely peeps around to sweep my tiredness away. :)

I need a new cam! :x

Backdated

Realised I didn't mention anything about having lou hei which is CNY's must-have practice!

This year, I had only two lou heis! Yes ONLY! Cos I used to have 4 -5 lou heis during CNY period, like duh~

Anyhow, as usual, one was with the Youths! :)

 Amazing performane by the Youths! :D

 Amazingly lots of plates cos it caters for 20 plus peeps! Humongous lou hei right! Anw putting the plates round the lou hei is the best way not to waste food!

 Pin's focus look. o.o!

Another Lou hei was with family! :)

 Alot of people too cos there were guest around. :)

"HUAT AH!" Pardon for my lousy camera. -.-

On Vday, I had a nice vday outing! Went to Quality Hotel for dinner after movie and buffet was not available! But anw, the ala carte was awesome too! :)

Amazing mushrooms, Awesome sweet and sour and Awesomest Cereal Prawns! :D

There are all delicious and affordable! (Y) IMO, Quality Hotel serves nicer food compare to one of LingZhi's outlet. :x Ling zhi is expensive and not nice (tried only the CNY dishes). Papa said that the normal menus were awesome but oh well, I don't really enjoy the CNY menu at Ling Zhi. :x
Ps, LingZhi Buffet at Novena is nice! :)

"I'm TRYING to look skinny" -.-

Ciao!