everything is just so not right.
confused, v confused, extremely confused.
What i want? please god tell me.
Ugh. to be stuck in this situation is just so not nice.
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hai.. cant even let nature take its courses cos its up t me.
i'm the controller. but i hate to be.
i hate making choices.
i hate being the one that decides on everything.
i hate choosing wrongly.
i hate doing things that is not right.
i hate being restricted.
i hate having t know what should i do.
and i hate, having other ppl to b afffected by any of my choices.
how good it is t not make choices.



Ppl say just follow my heart.
but my heart tells me nothing.
and never leads me to nowhere.
god, i'm in an agony.....